Fame

Heres my ballad of choice I get shaky at the sound of your voice I been hopin we could reconcile the drama and noise You know its hard to say goodbye I been a man since a boy And goddamn howd I grow so fast I couldnt break I took a break and put my dreams in the past No reason to rap Guess all I really had was some meaningless tracks I mean I even started schemin to trap But then again I could bring my dreams back like Fleetwood Mac ya know And tough times never seem like its gon end at all Its always darkest before the dawn I keep it calm I know you hate me from all the pain I ever caused I never change my phone number in case you call In case I stall tryin to figure out what I want exactly Before the rumors try to surface and you try and scratch me I wonder if I cross your mind when you feelin happy Before you hear about my new thing and try and attack me But alls fair in love and war dont be alarmed Its easier to move on than try to stomach scars Its easier to find someone else you can call yours But nowadays you can see it all and stomach more And nowadays its gimme mine and get it now Cause dudes front and bitches lie and its allowed I’m tryin to find a new way of livin and bein proud Not just tryin to get attention off me bein too loud You see a crowd whats with all the commotion It feels good to see a plan start makin some motion Feels even better when you make it with people you close with And f*ck the haters in the way that swear that they know shit No shit You hear the news and take a listen but its all the same Its different rules in the game watch how the players play Rain fall and so does money dont ever change I know you got bigger plans you just waitin for fame