Conflicts of a Last Resort

Why don't you just take me back outside Back behind the barn a bit Put the trigger between my eyes and pull it with that confidence Because I ain't gonna lie these games you play I'm done with them With all these other guys you say they show you confidence But looking from my eyes they'll leave you once you've slept with them And now you're left behind you come back like I owe you it I don't know why I try the nice guys don't relationship You leave us all behind cause we do not relate to shit I don't wanna go no I don't wanna go But I just cannot do this anymore You mess with my emotions like you ain't gonna ghost Get caught up in another lie yet there I see you go Now I'm just some other guy that you used to know And I have to move on with life feeling kind of low You can stop this anytime you want You can block me I'm not going to fight You can break me down yea it's alright but I won't be your last resort tonight I'm always second choice more of a friend I wish you'd hear my voice 'cause I'm here until the end You say you feel alone that we are more than friends Then you give me hope and now I'm left on read again No I don't wanna go but I just cannot do this anymore Your phone just keeps on blowing up I think you ought to know You say you are just warming up but I think that you're cold You come into my life again and try to steal my soul You are the devil's daughter so I'll just leave you alone You say you've given up on love You're trying with all of the wrong guys You say that you'll give us a try but I won't be your last resort tonight Don't go I just wanna know are we through Because I can take the pain it's true but you can't even feel it can you That say you'll make a mess they say you'll ruin my life They say you are the worst they say you ruin good guys You say you are the best you say you love your life I'm turning off my feelings like I'm turning off the lights When you feel like you're lost I feel like I'm found Sleep is getting harder here when you are not around I try to close my eyes but nothing is turning down Emotions in my head for you are flying all around I don't wanna go no I don't wanna go But I just cannot do this anymore