Venting

Yeah I know life been feeling like a mess You Just gotta keep it pushin Cause really it's all just a test Just know that you really blessed So don't always second guess Just follow your gut It'll know what's best And just find your balance Once you do Shit will start to mesh Trust me within time Shit only gets better The bad won't always last You Just Gotta keep it movin Gotta keep on going Leave the bad in the past Cause the past just past If You stay stuck on that Time Gonna fly so fast Gonna feel like a whole time lasp Later you gon realize shit can't change and it never will But me I'm forever grateful for my past Shit made me who I really am I'm just venting on the beat The mic really like my best friend We rhyming to the end My sound is different I'm Authentic and I'm gifted I'll never be pretend Cause this that flow that comes straight from within And I Ain't talking flow but I spit game like J cole energy and knowledge that comes straight from my mind and soul Aye But Look I'm really here to drop all these flows and I'm here to mentally touch all these souls They could be so lost, or cold, or old Shit they could be sold Don't matter my lyrics gon touch they soul I'm like a poet when I start to write I just get in my bag, I just be in my zone I just get in a whole different mode Then I start to see it all in slow mo Im Like I'm Edgar Allen Poe let's get One thing forshoo I speak my mind on the mic I Don't gotta speak twice I don't only speak thru my own fuckin view I feel what others gotta say Just having conversations day to day And I'm one of one I'm really self made My time gonna come like I'm Dame I do it for the passion and I do it for the money Don't really want the fame Shit probably lame Man f*ck the clout I don't need that shit I just gotta make it in the game When it's all said and done I will be up there with all the fucking greats It's why I got no time to really waste Just Tryna get out this mother fucking maze And I been in and out almost every phase Lately I been chilling too much Been thinking about the past To be more specific Reminiscing about memories with old friends and women that I had Wishing I could go back to the fucking old days Even though there is no damn way Re-live every moment every second It's why I value time way more than money Money always gon come thru but time just always running I been heavy thinking about the past with that One special woman that I had In my hands I guess she got this grudge or she just staying mad I don't even know what to call it But shit feels like I fumbled the bag And Really she the reason I started writing raps Had me rapping at 17 years old I'm forever thankful for that Now I'm on my rappin lyric shit But Thursday night I was on my f*ck it Yolo shit My cousin Dom had me off the goose The Goose had me loose So I did a pick It was no pick and choose Went straight to it Tried to revisit my fucking past I was thinking it was that Shit Wasn't what it seemed So I'll just let it be Shit kinda felt like 2017 Had to get that burden off my chest Put it behind in the past Now I moved forward with the rest Since 17 I been taking the road to success I been in my head too much But way ahead compared to when I first started this rappin shit Back when my flow was only leased When i rapped on YouTube beats Then I woke up one day and said Nah this the way ima eat Ever since then I been droppin fucking heat Every time I drop My flow gets hotter than Greece I ain't even close to being fucking complete But Now I feel way more than a beast I really feel like creed I'm always down to rhyme always down to stay smoking beats