Scarred

I hope my pride don't be the death of me I smoke good gas that's my stress relief Cause I been running all of my life them demons after me Cause I been fighting all of my life don't know what's next for me I just wish this shit came with rules I want what's best for So help me please cause I don't really know how much is left of me I done took so many losses I'm tryna win desperately Don't ask me bout no niggas I was with if they not next to me Don't ask me bout no bitch I used to f*ck they all was bad for me This what it had to be Cause niggas started switching sides I seen them niggas laugh at me Them niggas heard the rumors and ran with it they ain't ask me I tried to let it go but that shit hurt so I can't let it be See I stayed loyal to everybody else But I won't even loyal to myself And I was there when they needed help And turn around they left me by myself They gone see how that shit felt I pray my momma never lose me to the streets And every night I go to sleep I pray the lord my soul to keep Now I don't know what's gonna happen to me but why this bad stuff just keep happening To me (Ay) I pray my momma never lose me to the streets And every night I go to sleep I pray the lord my soul to keep (Ay) Now I don't know what's gonna happen to me cause lately a lot of shit been happening To me I hope my pride don't be the death of me I smoke good gas that's my stress relief Cause I been running all of my life them demons after me Cause I been fighting all of my life don't know what's next for me I just wish this shit came with rules I want what's best for So help me please cause I don't really know how much is left of me I done took so many losses I'm tryna win desperately Don't ask me bout no niggas I was with if they not next to me Don't ask me bout no bitch I used to f*ck they all was bad for me I know they hating But I'll never let them take me I told my mama just keep praying for me I know the streets is getting crazy That's why I gotta keep it on me And Ima always stand up on my two feet I know they know that I can do it Stay focused and make this music Dolo step and keep my tooly If I had to count the times was left for dead I'd probably lose it Still never told my side but ain't no need to get into it See I stayed loyal to everybody else But I won't even loyal to myself And I was there when they needed help And turn around they left me by myself They gone see how that shit felt I pray my momma never lose me to the streets And every night I go to sleep I pray the lord my soul to keep Now I don't know what's gonna happen to me cause lately a lot of shit been happening To me I hope my pride don't be the death of me I smoke good gas that's my stress relief Cause I been running all of my life them demons after me Cause I been fighting all of my life don't know what's next for me I just wish this shit came with rules I want what's best for So help me please cause I don't really know how much is left of me I done took so many losses I'm tryna win desperately Don't ask me bout no niggas I was with if they not next to me Don't ask me bout no bitch I used to f*ck they all was bad for me