It fucking kills me

I know, I know you're not mine, and it shouldn't hurt when I see you with other people, but.. It fucking kills me We're miles and miles apart, but I know that we'd be perfect together I know that you don't see it that way The fact that you only see me as a friend, it fucking kills me We've talked and talked for hours, and I've gotten these thoughts And I know you don't feel the same way It fucking kills me It does, I'm dying, on the inside I'm crying I know when you see me smiling, you can't tell that I'm lying Cause it fucking kills me Late nights, late nights, we'd stay up Late nights, late nights, we'd talk Like there wasn't a million states between us What I hated the most was you gave me the possibility The thoughts and hopes that there was something between us And it fucking kills me It fucking kills me Thanks for watching