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I'm going insane I feel so ashamed Of the things that made you go astray oh You put me to blame Throw stones while you aim It's a game I never wanna play Excuse me if I come off passive aggressive Last thing that I wanna do is ever upset you oh If my words could bring you back I should've been I should've, I should've been I should've been better I should've been, I should've been better I should've been, I should've been better I should've been, I should've been better Should've listened when you spoke to me Questions, comments, concerns, took it lightly I didn't know you'd leave me all alone Thought what we had was strong Sit up in my room and I cry cry cry 'til I can't cry no more Asking God why? Please heal me cause it hurts oh What I do to deserve this Maybe if I would've I should've been, I should've been better I should've been, I should've been better I could've been, I could've been better I could've been, I could've been better Should've, would've, could've I should've been