Russian Roulette

I bring myself down by making the things up I imagine you gone Russian roulette Like dancing with death I carry on I'll take the blame I know I've got it wrong But if you high tail I just can't carry on The blood in my veins Runs thin when I think Are you with somebody Opening doors Moonlight love And the promise you promise The fear inside Is stronger than the truth It grows day by day By night time I'm confused