Devil's broom

In the time when I can't get enough to make it Get me back at the sense that I used to have Waking up in the sun my face down on the pavement Everything that I own in a garbage bag Where are you? What did I do? Why can't you see? You mean everything to me...to me Waking up in the tank, disorderly break-up And no one here will even tell me what I did With the guilt and the shame completely vacant It's hard to stay alive when you don't know how to live Where are you? What did I do? Why can't you see?