Back Again

Shoutout to my loved one Shoutout to my fans Shoutout to the ones that doubted me I'm back again I'm thankful for the the blessings I'm thankful for the pain I'm thanks for this opportunity I'm back again I said I'm back again Sorry I ever left Was fighting through some trauma The tear I cried felt The cold stale resentment That rest upon my lip I bit my tongue and held in But it never helped It never helped me escape From the feeling can't concentrate No meds for to meditate Feeling like I might desiccate No friends can't resuscitate Me from drowning inside my hate I hate that I hate myself It's a fate that I can't accept Shoutout to my loved one Shoutout to my fans Shoutout to the ones that doubted me I'm back again I'm thankful for the the blessings I'm thankful for the pain I'm thanks for this opportunity I'm back again New and improved Skipping the booze Lifting the weight Feelings is great Life's been going real good for me Can't help thinkin it's a tragedy That lies in the wake Of this new found state Can't give 'em a chance Or these demons will take Way more than I care to give They was with me back when Ian care to live Know the doors where that open where my secrets live Real dark place No mistake Keep it locked up tight Can't retrace My steps If I wanna be in this place I got a new found fight And a will to live Can't miss my flight On the road to bills