Breaking

How could I be worth this little to you After everything we've been through All the memories, all the countries The connection to our families It's gone Couldn't say happy birthday on the 1st Because in 2 weeks you had to quench the thirst Days to consider a relationship's worth Best friend brings worst pain that truly hurts Thinking back to how cute you looked in my shirts Then the haymaker hits as I feel cursed No presence of mind for sex to reserve Instead touch another plants her feet in the turf Regret and shame you feel is well deserved Sacrificed a friendship that could've been preserved Questioning my character and my internal worth I can barley breathe underneath 10 feet of dirt Did I dig my own grave? She Says this is the only way Otherwise things would've never changed Well what about the depression from which you were saved How could I be worth this little to you After everything we've been through All the memories, all the countries The connection to our families It's gone How could I be worth this little to you Understand that between us there were problems That you didn't feel that there was solving Fact remains you did it before talking Look for self assurance but none in your actions Before I knew the the truth The last time I talked to you It was all I love you, I miss you I regret the break Thirst you burn from the sun i bleed from the stake Blindside Do it on your time Blame traveling grind Sex with strangers doesn't cure the mind? Empathy you lack the third eyes blind Slope you travel's gotta steep decline Hope you don't let this event rewind Just tell myself all wounds heal in time How could I be worth this little to you After everything we've been through All the memories, all the countries The connection to our families It's gone How could I be worth this little to you Can't say that past problems were all your fault Both contained demons locked in a vault Truth be told I thought they would be resolved Until I realized your love just dissolved I want to apologize for times I yelled Apologize for anger burn it in hell For being petty when sorry had been said Holding grudges should have never been kept Apologize for things that I said For saying things that I never meant Apologize for manners I never had For only seeing good from bad Black from white Still this apology doesn't make things right I won't ever be able to forgive that night I guess that it wasn't fate But where there's anger there's not always hate I just hope in your future you communicate This is true heart break This is true heart ache This is my ruined mind state