Disassociate

I just wanna go on a long trip ya know Just be alone for awhile Clear my head it's been real heavy I just need some time I don't wanna feel no more Bro just called me up don't wann drill no more I be walking past stores don't wanna steal no more Had to stop taking meds cuase they don't heal no more I'm in a real crazy place now Anxiety got me shook I wanna break down No room to go back I've out grown this space And if you wonder why I'm quiet It's cause I'm in a dark place Everything I say just know I mean it I hate to hear I love you cause they don't really mean it People all up in my space But they ain't giving what I'm needing I stay walking on the rope Doing tango with my demons Life's a mess I'm feeling like a failure I'm on a journey full of test But I lack the answers What's a life without mean Or a soul with out a purpose Everything ain't what it seems We barely scratching the surface That's why I don't wanna feel no more Bro just called me up don't wann drill no more I be walking past stores don't wanna steal no more Had to stop taking meds cuase they don't heal no more Had to stop poppin pills so I could see clearly thinking bout lil T bro I swear I miss you dearly The hate is real cause the real be fake That's why I don't trust a soul I feel they can't relate I know the love be hate But still will smile in my face huh If you real keep it real don't try to snake sum Cause I can peep Third eye in tune If you going through the rough Just listen to my tune Real rap No cap Just facts That's what I live for Ian ain't never felt love why try ta live for it Stopped tryna fit in Cause I wasn't built for it Music is my destiny So I can't ignore it