airstream

I wonder what I'd do if I could get the time back, would I Be wise to write to you and tell you all my secrets in that Leather journal that now sits inside an old box on my shelf I thought of burning it I couldn't I wouldn't I wonder what I'd see if we peeled back the layers of that Confusing memory, you said you hated that I couldn't Read your mind and be exactly what you needed me to be You promised clarity You couldn't You wouldn't I wonder who she is, do you play banjo on your porch and sing Of all your wild dreams and hold her tight at night inside that Little airstream that is full of dusty ropes and cams and slings I would have loved you for a lifetime I would have Oh, I'm not mad at you Oh, I'm still sad it's true Tell me how was it so easy for you Oh, I'm so mad at you You tore my heart in two Tell me how was it so easy for you I wonder what I'd do If I could get the time back, would I