Wasteoftalent

My words taste like medication Brain is numb from hesitation Think of my world meditated Why feel i so lacerated Mass is moving self destruction Heart is speaking in dysfunction Why i feel so lacerated Body numb from love sensations Cant relieve all these temptations Told you once that i was patient Better life is what im cravin Lucky im here fightin daily Why the f*ck my life so crazy Memories are fuzzy hazy Lookin back just fuckin lazy Why the f*ck this bitch wont take me Crush it roll it smokin daily F*ck im numb this pain wont phase me Told you once that you would hate me Hate is love so f*ck it baby Told you ive been thinkin lately By myself im thinkin crazy Used to want to off my self Satan selfish, god wont take me So im stuck in light and dark Keepin quiet Separating Me from life isolated Lookin back always faded Waste of breathe That i have taken All alone these steps I have takin Diggin mental excavation Man i need a damn vacation Roll another set my fate Thee only way to concentrate Always faded Waste of breathe That i have taken All alone these steps I have takin Diggin mental excavation Man i need a damn vacation Roll another set my fate Thee only way to concentrate