How It Goes

Memories are commodities I think I lost that part of me And nowadays they're feeling cheap Maybe cause they hurt so deep I've been looking through the photos Looking for a time that I can remember I wasn't feeling better than now I've been looking back I don't know If there is a time as cold as December Right now I'm stuck in the center of it I don't know if you will ever understand It'll never be okay I won't change this is who I am I'm in pain you'll just have to stand it I've been so let down So I know how it goes now Up on the stage I don't got no plan But I try to make it to this place I'll try And I'm still in doubt So I know how it goes now My week is fueled by alcohol Can't think of something else And it only makes things worse But sometimes I feel like it'll help I know some of these things never work I've been stuck in a circle In a circle of hurt I don't know if you will ever understand It'll never be okay I won't change this is who I am I'm in pain you'll just have to stand it I've been so let down So I know how it goes now Up on the stage I don't got no plan But I try to make it to this place I'll try And I'm still in doubt So I know how it goes now I can't take no more Dug myself in these holes that I can't control I know I can't take no more Gotta be the best I can Gotta be a man I won't change this is who I am I'm in pain you'll just have to stand it I've been so let down So I know how it goes now Up on the stage I don't got no plan But I try to make it to this place I'll try And I'm still in doubt So I know how it goes now