what am i doing ?

Wake up and I'm sweating now I'm still wasted Shaken, I'm regretting now what I was saying I hate it I know I messed up I'll try to tape this and fix the rest up But I'm not faking, you know I got problems But these mistakes I make I try, I brace I can't prevent them Or it's just a drinking phase I tell myself and I say I think I'm fucked up I think I'm fucked up in the head So I tell all my friends And I'm yellin out save me Don't hate me Don't hate me for the shit that I did Or the things that I said I don't know what I'm doing It takes me a while to see the finer things When I'm feeling the smile fading from my face But I'm going out wild patience running thin And I'll go out with style when I ruin it Plus I love sippin this cup don't want it to end But I hate when I wake up and do it again I just hope you don't notice I really hope you don't notice when I'm like this But these mistakes I make I try, I brace I can't prevent them Or it's just a drinking phase I tell myself and I say I think I'm fucked up I think I'm fucked up in the head So I tell all my friends And I'm yelling out save me Don't hate me Don't hate me for the shit that I did Or the things that I said I don't know what I'm doing I need you by my side can you promise that you'll stay Please believe me it's the last time but I I think I'm fucked up I think I'm fucked up in the head So I tell all my friends And I'm yellin out save me Don't hate me Don't hate me for the shit that I did Or the things that I said I don't know what I'm doing I think I'm fucked up I think I'm fucked up in the head So I tell all my friends And I'm yellin out save me Don't hate me Don't hate me for the shit that I did Or the things that I said I don't know what I'm doing I don't know what I'm doing