So Lost

Girl you got me playing your game, you got me hangin' on a string I've only got myself to blame, this situation's sinking in And I know, I'll probably end up with regret at the very thought of you I left my love my heart my sweat and probably haven't thought it through It's possible, I'm drowning and I'm trying to stay afloat How the f*ck you love someone when they'd rather see you broke Broken down, ain't even there so they can help you when you sink That's why the only thing I turn to is the liquor that i drink It's so bad, and I know, there ain't hope, for this love that i wrote I climbed up all the ropes and still feel like a joke So what now, I got nobody but my damn self Should've realized you played me like a muthafuckin handheld This muthafuckin damn spell, got me trapped in your illusion All my friends tried to warn me but, I played into delusion Now I'm left in this confusion and I've never felt so blind Wish that I could take it back and hit rewind cause in my mind I can't believe you left me in the dirt I tried so hard for us to make it work And all you did was fill me up with hurt And now I'm so lost and now I'm so lost I gave you love and all you gave was lies I wish that I could say I was surprised And all you did was left me out to dry And now I'm so lost and now I'm so lost So lost and I am nowhere to be found Had a couple thoughts of packing up and skipping town My soul you burned down, and ain't no way I'm getting up Try to clear my mind but your face is getting stuck I need to separate my sanity from thoughts of us together But I'm on a losing side battle of us until forever Now that silly little promise that I can't even remember Got me clearing up my thoughts and now I'm just losing my temper I can't believe you left me in the dirt I tried so hard for us to make it work And all you did was fill me up with hurt And now I'm so lost and now im so lost I gave you love and all you gave was lies I wish that i could say I was surprised And all you did was left me out to dry And now I'm so lost and now I'm so lost And now I'm so lost and now I'm so lost So lost so lost