COLLECTION OF THOUGHTS

Stabs in the back Many lies to my face Heart's been broke So my mind's gone race Trying to be the best version of myself Despite the odds already know my place Friends been fake Love's been lost Wondering sometimes how did I not break From all of the hatred How did I make it out Well that's just because my soul is sacred Wonder who really is genuine Wonder who's gone have my back When the happiness ends Wonder if the love is real Is it unconditional Just like making ammends Hoping the future is peaceful Been through enough Just over all of these years Knowing most people deceitful Especially when you shed tears Just telling fears Use it against you They're taking advantage Only out for themselves when it comes to your dreams How much time and memories I can manage Before I lose sanity life's what it seems The love in my heart even at times that I shouldn't No time for the animosity and the stress When I feel broke and resort to my music Releasing my thoughts And it's time to regress If I let pain get the best of me Would've been gone a long time ago That shit is real Would've quit a long time ago If I ever thought that I needed a deal That's how I feel Tell you my life Just within every verse It's up to you just to vibe and relate No matter how it hurts Put it on wax Hoping it's just how you take it man