NOW I SEE

I was blind but now I can see To the non believers Critics naysayers Can't change their opinion Til you get paid later Heartbreak interrupts the whole process Of working on myself And that shit be hard to digest Breaking generational trauma That's for my mindset Been writing all experiences Guess it's not my time yet And I just Been trying to get back to who I once was Before all the pain and stress Just tired of what the earth does Friends turn to enemies in the blink of an eye Pour Hennessy on your grave While looking up to the sky You can give your all Never get the same in return Hope to stop falling in the abyss When I learned Those that love you gonna love you Despite your imperfections Those that hate you gonna hate you Despite personal reflections I ain't getting younger for years Building my settlement Good foundation no time wasted Can't be irrelevant Tell my life within this shit Follow this like a testament Music is my therapist In the room with the elephant Speaking with some etiquette Like I rose out the sediment Was told that I'm a vessel of light Been in my element Not trying to sound arrogant Come correct with some intelligence Before you start talking to me crazy like it's gonna benefit It's imminent that my intuition has got me thus far Working to ambitions I'm driven like it's for Dunbar Been a long road to reach the final destination Full of trials and tribulations Finally here at the oasis Why you looking salty Better change it like a face lift Realized the way to go and get it Is if you take shit Feeling like I made it Fans relying on me Even in my darkest days I gotta smile at least I'm faded And are we in the matrix Or is my mind racing Overthinking causing distance Relationships backdated