Sonic Cinema, Pt. 2

Yeah, I promise I won't lose myself That's a lie that I tell myself I don't know what it is that I'm chasing But I've seen all there is there's nothing else And I've been tired enough They used to say that life's too short You better live it up But what happens when you've done all the living, then what's up? See my wins straight tallying up Celebrate with ice in my cup Came from space, it's finer than wine I'm feeling diviner than angel dust, uh I'm from a time where the past ain't old to us Where the future isn't written, but ain't never new to us It ain't exactly that simple, but I'm wishing that it was So I could go back without all the consequences rushing in So I could do more than reminisce, I'll live again But then there's dangers to this shit, You risk slipping in a deadly rift Between infinite alternatives Yeah, I promise I won't lose myself That's a lie that I tell myself I don't know what it is that I'm chasing But I've seen all there is there's nothing else Yeah, I promise I won't lose myself That's a lie that I tell myself I don't know what it is that I'm chasing But I've seen all there is there's nothing else Yeah this shit right here is for my past self In the garage dreaming one day being on the top shelf "Don't fool yourself, there ain't no place for you there" I wouldn't accept that shit Rightly so, I don't care if I impress that bitch I'll make a name, I'll pave a lane, I'll make my my family rich My pen insane now it's a shame that all the entities been Sleeping on me, but it's okay, I hit the destiny switch Twenty one songs, each digging deeper than the deepest ditch I ain't saying not to worry, but I'm saying this All the days all the pain, it'll be worth the shit Or maybe I'm lying to myself Yeah, maybe I'm lying to myself All this time manipulation, my mind melt Losing myself slow, something I never felt But I'll be fine that's a lie I tell myself I'll be fine that's the lie I tell myself Promise I won't lose myself That's a lie that I tell myself I don't know what it is that I'm chasing But I've seen all there is there's nothing else Yeah I promise I won't lose myself That's a lie that I tell myself I don't know what it is that I'm chasing But I've seen all there is there's nothing else