Cold Heart /Demons in Disguise

Knew she was sliming me out I did this shit to myself aye When they be counting me out I do the shit with no help aye Thought I wouldn't figure you out You took easiest routeway I put the memories up in my heart You took em and burned em and buried it I had some issues was fixing the error It ain't like you was doing no better I got to find a better way of dealing with all my emotions You left him when really he could've just kept you Playing me when you knew I was too clever You was never really over it and true colors just showed it Wanna feel love when inside I know I'm soul-less Gave you my love took my heart and then you broke it Can't control it moving on with no emotions Now I'm focused locked in on where I'm going Pain Physical Absences In Nerves I can't stand the rain So you find me sitting down on the curve I don't wanna get high no more why Cause the drugs won't work Do the dash in the fast lane don't really care if the car swerve Wanna feel love when inside I know I'm soul-less Gave you my love took my heart and then you broke it Can't control it moving on with no emotions Now I'm focused locked in on where I'm going Pain Physical Absences In Nerves I can't stand the rain So you find me sitting down on the curve I don't wanna get high no more why Cause the drugs won't work Do the dash in the fast lane don't really care if the car swerve Wonder if I wasn't who I was would they still love me That's a unanswered question Sometimes I feel I'm loyal to A fault I do too much trusting guess I learned my lesson Everyday I'm thanking God for these blessings But I find myself toting Smith and Wesson's I need peace I don't want to do no stressing Blank face cold hearted face expressions She's a demon with a pretty face But her soul got a dark complexion Sell her soul for a bag and a necklace Only good girls go to Heaven Focused on how not to lose control I been on my own for so long No more hearts cause they all turned chrome If I die I hope you're hearing my songs Not the ones I promote the ones leaking the feelings I soak The one that I took my time with the most The love that I gave you was not a joke You took me for a joke Wonder if I wasn't who I was would they still love me That's a unanswered question Sometimes I feel I'm loyal to A fault I do too much trusting guess I learned my lesson Everyday I'm thanking God for these blessings But I find myself toting Smith and Wesson's I need peace I don't want to do no stressing Blank face cold hearted face expressions Don't say you love me cause you don't love me You just bored so that's why you thinking of me You got hurt so you decided to hurt me You're gonna hate then you're gonna go back to Where you was before me gonna go back To where you was before me And that's what caused this in the first place It's funny how I'm the one that you hate And that's what caused this in the first place It's funny how I'm the one that you hate