Help Me See

What is stopping me from being myself Lord can you help me see I keep my composure and I hold on to faith Because a lot of people look up to me They be looking up to me but to be honest I be down bad Tryna make a living like my peers that went out sad Life is not a joke or a game but you can still lag You can still lag you can still lag I was doing good temptation came and took My focus Had to climb up without a genie ain't need no hocus pocus Or no pills and potions life is a cycle So I had to find some motion Now I'm on my P's and Q's And I can feel my myself growing All this wisdom overdosing it's Mardi Gras season And I'm the only thing that's floating on Valentine's Day Expressing all of my emotions I ain't never asked to be here but the Lord said I am chosen That's why I'm tryna get closer And I've been in the dark for way too long I need exposure I done fell so many times but got back up Cause I'm a soldier And life is a cycle but I ain't know till I got older I got people all around me but I still can't Get no closure What is stopping me from being myself Lord can you help me see I keep my composure and I hold on to faith Because a lot of people look up to me Venting to a microphone like Rihanna at the Superbowl I'm speaking from my heart but it's still coming from my dome Trying not to overthink but my thoughts cannot find a home I want my next move to be right I ain't tryna be wrong I'm tryna find all the right hustles working out different muscles Distractions all up in my way but I'm still figuring out the puzzles Devil tryna knock me over but I ain't going down I'm from the bottom of the map but y'all still gotta watch out watch out What is stopping me from being myself Lord can you help me see I keep my composure and I hold on to faith Because a lot of people look up to me What is stopping me from being myself Lord can you help me see I keep my composure And I hold on to faith