Traumatic Memories (feat. Ewavy)

All these memories f*ck my head up And hurt my soul Traumatized I been walkin' down a Broken road I know I should be patient and right My wrongs But niggaz envy me so I be all alone I can't trust nobody Gotta watch my bros She told me that she love me Went and did me wrong Same niggaz that believed in me Turned to enemies I got way too many TRAUMATIC MEMORIES Aye free my niggaz doin' fed time We was takin' trips Crossin' state lines Way past bed time Really outside puttin' in work like we Had deadlines Stomach and pockets both on E So I went and fed mines Woulda went to war for one another At any said time When you was down and needed Help I always shared mines I had that chunky 4-Fizzle You used to carry nines But now you locked in that system And gotta carry knives But forever sharpen yo mental Nigga it's gone fine We been conditioned To deal wit' Prison And sittin' for some time I was on the block at like 10 When I first witnessed the grind Baggin'up dope wit' major hopes That one day we gone shine Fast forward we all did it But it cost a few lives My days ones dead or in jail And that f*ck wit' my mind Cause u niggaz left me squares And I often wonder why Guess God had a plan for me But I still hurt deep inside All these memories f*ck my head up And hurt my soul Traumatized I been walkin' down a Broken road I know I should be patient and right My wrongs But niggaz envy me so I be all alone I can't trust nobody Gotta watch my bros She told me that she love me Went and did me wrong Same niggaz that believed in me Turned to enemies I got way too many TRAUMATIC MEMORIES Aye Vincent I really miss you I did this shit for you Hershey Loc We from opposite sides But they don't know the shit that we Been through Steppin' on campus Niggaz trippin but u kept me cool Eleventh grade I started trappin Now I cary tools A handyman when it's problems I come to fix the shit And we was taught to make sure you X out the witnesses If you get caught then that come wit Run on Sentences And what that mean it's for life Ain't no endin' it Aye-Aye niggaz know for years That I been gettin' it And I'm still loyal to my soil Aint no switchin' it They tend to only come around When they see benefits But truth be told The homies told me that u been a Bitch Member slidin' seein' oppas Finna bend a bitch I gotta choppa that hold 50 And I see many men I was out here takin' losses Tryna win again So I went and did the shit I did But I don't wanna sin again All these memories f*ck my head up And hurt my soul Traumatized I been walkin' down a Broken road I know I should be patient and right My wrongs But niggaz envy me so I be all alone I can't trust nobody Gotta watch my bros She told me that she love me Went and did me wrong Same niggaz that believed in me Turned to enemies I got way too many TRAUMATIC MEMORIES