Dreaming

I've been dreamin bout a better life non reality When I try to show them love, they stare and look at me~ like an enemy Tried to change my strategy, getting their attention, on a Shopping spree Change my life style, be their friend. drowning in the dead mans sea I just want to live People keep on hoping I will fall I just want to give People keep on taking want it all I just want to fly Lord take it all through you I Take flight Too tired to die I can't seem to sleep Through the night I just want to fly~ I just want to fly Soar~ towards the universe~, past the beautiful polluted skies When I say I want to die, I don't want to die Lord I want to hear you say a job well done~ Heaven is my prize I just want to live my life that you have given me Use my gifts, spread the word, share the love blessings thankfully I expect~ nothing back~, I just want a family~ tired of the heart breaks. Lord what you want what you want from me I keep falling, hard to get back up, I'll stay~ on the ground I've experienced hearts breaks, when I fail you I'm chained I am bound I'm not human. Just a creature, just a dog, I'm a hound Save me from myself. Reach for my dying hands. You're my crown I can't seem to pray I sinned again, no words to express Soul bout to decay Tried to follow you, but I need rest Minds bout to explode Want to succeed what you what from me Heart needs to be sewed No where to go, broken on my knees I am broken. All the pieces scattered, life seems over Life deleted, destiny's a trash can, virus tainted folder More I age, I get more childlike immature as I get older Hard to believe, have faith, when I can't see you, I want you closer All the people that don't believe in you seems to grow and prosper Lust is growing in my heart, feel guilty knowing she's your Daughter When I look into my heart, it's cold full of hate I'm a Monster I'm a coward hard to testify you're word that your my father When I fall asleep don't want to wake up I'll stay in my dreams No time for people, too focused to survive by any means Here all by myself, I need your Holy presence you're supreme Accepted Christ as Lord but problems makes me feel unredeemed I just want to breath but I cannot breath Breathing patterns like a roller coaster hard to live I'd rather sleep I just want to dream, but its heart breaking that I cant dream Past mistakes made my chains, hard to dream, I just want to weep I just want to live People keep on hoping I will fall I just want to give People keep on taking want it all I just want to fly Lord take it all through you I Take flight Too tired to die I can't seem to sleep Through the night I can't seem to pray I sinned again, no words to express Soul bout to decay Tried to follow you, but I need rest Minds bout to explode Want to succeed what you what from me Heart needs to be sewed No where to go, broken on my knees I just want to fly~ I just want to fly Soar~ towards the universe~, past the beautiful polluted skies When I say I want to die, I don't want to die Lord I want to hear you say a job well done~ Heaven is my prize