The Cycle of Orbit (feat. Carter Costello)

Taking in Everything I thought it would be There for me Scaring me Washed away Everything I felt to be so Comforting Now it's under me, I'm wondering If all this dark was always meant to be And if all the light is made from suffering Seeping through All the tears I never thought would Cry from me Did she die for me Swimming to Any chance to put it all Behind me There's a side of me that always sees Life's never what's expected to be And happiness is born from suffering Nothing stays the same Everything has changed, I'm telling you Everything 'round me's so brand new There's never an end to feeling blue The sky is turning gray Hear the sound of rain tapping the roof Helping the sorrow push on through Reaching my arms out to the moon Pushed again Right when I was starting to feel happiness Is it after this Not today Feeling cursed but what if it's not villainous Life is filled with this, always a twist It's never what's expected to be And true happiness is born from suffering Nothing stays the same Everything has changed, I'm telling you Everything 'round me's so brand new There's never an end to feeling blue The sky is turning gray Hear the sound of rain tapping the roof Helping the sorrow push on through Reaching my arms out to the moon I've never been round, such a wobbly and faded circle Seems to talk about my feelings is taboo, it's way too personal Gone from cracking open juice to going mute, and then infertile Why's the balance beam around me never stable nuff to hurtle What I live for and breath for I'm flying through sea floor I'm thriving Surviving In peaces as We cease war Now that You're done fighting, My kettle's still piping I promised Your Mother I'd help You I'm sorry But nothing stays the same Everything is changing cents You've died But You'll always be right by my side As long as We are, You're still alive