One Last Drag

It all seems just like just a memory Pale skin, white face and inhale Grip my lungs and then escape me To leave me stale A breathless shell of me Don't you leave me I need your sting again See you floating away As I light the way to just another bitter end Wanting more Feeding the monster inside Just a little bit more now Crawling on the floor Kicking me in the side But I still beg for one last drag It all seems like just a game to me Is being sober just a failed anxiety I'm ashamed to feel the Lust for pain Inside me an endless war I see Won't you save me Just a taste my bitter friend See you drifting away as I find the way to just another tragic end Wanting more Feeding the monster inside Just a little bit more now Crawling on the floor Kicking me in the side But I still beg for one drag Wanting more Feeding the monster inside Killing me slowly Crawling on the floor Kicking me in the side But I still beg for one last drag It's no use hiding Everything is dying I can't go on slowly killing myself And I can't find a reason to try Wanting more Feeding the monster inside Just a little bit more now Crawling on the floor Kicking me in the side But I still beg for one drag Wanting more Feeding the monster inside Killing me slowly Crawling on the floor Kicking me in the side but I still beg for one last drag