Fanatic

You know that feeling when you like someone so much You can't like describe it I don't know It's like I'm lost for words I can't find the words to tell her Called it in for the night 20/20 vision but no bitch in sight I'm going blind My eyes divided My mind is going crazy cuz I can't wait for friday Imma get some shoes and go back home Waiting to see my girl always feels so alone Don't wish this feeling upon anyone I miss her so much to get to her I'd run a marathon Feels like I'm being shot by 20 shotguns And I don't mean to sound over dramatic I miss my girl cuz I'm in love, it's kinda cinematic Empathize with me cuz y'all be acting fucking autocratic Don't pretend that y'all in love, you fake your feelings they synthetic I'm in miami for the summer this is my aesthetic Looking the way I do you can't even achieve with my genetics I guess I'm dramatic At least when I get out of bed I leave my girl ecstatic She my fanatic She's my fanatic She's my fanatic She's my fanatic That shit is so fantastic I'm bending like elastic Don't mean to sound too drastic When I get back to bed I call that shit gymnastics Every night I go to sleep I'm dreaming of our future I'm counting sheep when I can't sleep cuz I wish I was with her Sometimes I wish that I could tell her how I feel But I don't even know myself, all I know is they're very real My feelings I wish that I could tell you how You were the only girl who's ever made me really smile And every day that I am with you is a blessing I can see through Girl I haven't been this happy in a while So, so