Left To Say

Went and lost my friends when I knew I'd do better Seal the check in the envelope, I won't write you letters My contributions to the family haven't been sufficient Back in time I was welcome to the table, reminiscent I have direction, a clear path, but a bumpy road Fear's telling me you can never make it alone This is where I'm striding, this is where I struggle Rest assured I'm losing time, pressure in my mental Business mogul moves, tracking money through accounts Making digits dance, getting heavy on the bounce Money coming in isn't as much as I would like Only 22, another year I'll make more than Mike Too much stress on my plate, I've lost my appetite Losing weight every day, only years until I fade away If I don't create my legacy soon, I guess my mom was right So I sit here and write. Tonight is step 1 of 50, but the first you've heard Catch up with me sooner, invest in me first Too busy calling me a nerd Until next time, f*ck you, here is a couple birds Mac was right, it ain't 2009 no more Another day the same pain, numb to the money and whores Dumb cause I haven't called before Fun stripped away when time declared war Ooh, I got so much left to say Pushing everyone in my life to be better day after day Yet here I am left struggling I'll accomplish everything then you can't say nothing So tired of the fake hope So over being taunted by the rope Nope, is what I want to say to old friends But I'm a people pleaser and this is how I cope Dope, is what I've never done Thoughts creep in my mind of selling it in tons Kossi informed me my time is done Come back for more if you want a run I'll bring my gun