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I'm twenty-two and I don't know what to do This retrograde is fucking with my fucking mood Procrastinating knowin' I got shit to do So pardon if it seems I have an attitude It's little things that I see changing in me Feels like my heart gets colder on the daily And the drugs hit harder when you're empty And the world feels larger when you're tripping I wanna be outside but can't be in the club Not tryna text all day I want you to pull up I used to care but right now I don't give a f*ck I'm losing focus got me feeling fucked up Aye I'm losing focus got me feeling fucked up I'm losing focus got me feeling fucked up And I'm sorry And I can't blame anybody For the thoughts that invade my mind Coupled with my crippling anxiety Know that I need to do something But it's hard when you feel siphoned Don't have energy to fight it I just wanna feel something I just wanna feel Said it's fucking with my mood right now I don't know what to do right now I don't know what to do Said it's fucking with my mood right now I don't know what to do right now I don't know what to do Said it's fucking with my mood right now I don't know what to do right now I don't know what to do Said it's fucking with my mood right now I don't know what to do right now Don't know what to do