Reunion

I'm sick of hearing you yelling I'm sick of hearing You tell me how I'm supposed to be I've lived 21 years without you here you see I cryed tears in my younger years now I fight my fears with my tongue I spit rap now its my new thing hoping you would listen in And hear the pain you've cause within My time with you was thin I admit It was good to finally see you in your skin We Got along then smoked pot Top grade we got so faded talked shit Bout the music got confusing when you meet your dad after 7 years You dont know what to do when you wanna just lose it And prove that I've been doing good I proceed to start drinking haven't been to London since I was 13 or somethin Dad said I got drunk and was mumbling and stumbling judging me Like I've done something to stunt him from meeting a perfect son Who listened he should just keep wishing and stop bitching Started over thinking told me I wasn't listening S Flew back to home after a month Man calls up blowing me up Like you haven't called me I am your father you disrespect me and I'm gonna deck you Fucking talking respect you have no fucking depth on parenthood Yet you try lay it all on me like I have deceived you I'm in disbelief We just flew to see you My mum payed from Sydney to London and back just for nothing Wondering why you fucked it all up man Life without you was normal Mum took All up man Life without you was normal Mum took care I stay focused You wernt there and you know it Stop trying to take advantage of me I will never follow your lead Please I've never needed you it was good to speak to you But you got greedy to quick don't know who would do this What you trying to prove its your son you pointing the gun at Oh You decided to run now For you this is getting fun now Tying to bring me and mum down No I'm not gonna back down this is a fact Now you wanna act out you said you where real but I don't feel it I hope you try to heal it And next time you meet a girl make sure you seal it Cause you left an angry kid with only a mother to protect Letting you know not to play around and nigga you got her stressing She is a blessing and you want to test it I'm snapping your neck then pulling yours checks never forget I won't have a role model till I am dead F*ck what you said I hope you regret it I know my kids never will get this Lesson learnt different path take a turn life it burns get concerned Make it worth take your time get in line not so fine Saw a sign more to life get what's mine people lie Got me tied up it's not right now bra They gonna fist fight ya different types don't switch sides Sit down for the ride gonna be a long night on the Sit down for the ride gonna be a long night on the spinning rock that we call life Does The abused become the abuser or Do i get to choose a option of not being a cockhead Change my ways and try to stop it