Waiting Game

This is my own waiting game Ash to ash we stay the same Asking what's to be gained Should've never been this way Come to grips with what's inside I know there's no place to hide Alone When it's lifeless in my soul Everyday feels like the last Scratch my nails into these walls I wonder if my moments passed With this pain it won't let me go Like a flame it burns slow And it slowly fades away But this curse will haunt me still And make us question what is real I'm dying with or without you With this last breath in me I'm dying with this dream But I know this waiting game Has been waiting for me This is my own waiting game Ash to ash we stay the same Asking what's to be gained Should've never been this way Come to grips with what's inside I know there's no place to hide Alone You never know When it's time to go Water what u love And let it grow