holding On 2 someone spEcial

She's forgotten her car keys And the flowers for her friends (Dang J.T.S. I don't even know about this one) And she's a harpy But she is on her meds Yeah How the f*ck I end up right back where I was like three years ago And I told myself I could move on but this shit moving way too slow And I've been in my head on it daily I swear that its out my control And I'm meditating tryna find peace but I'm losing my hope Cause I'm holding on And you holding me back for sure Cause I'm holding on And you holding me back for sure Cause I'm holding on And you holding me back for sure Cause I'm holding on And you holding me back for sure Last night I had a vision I was moving away from the past and that shit made me sadder I was just riding around in a spaceship I was hoping I'd crash into Saturn I don't know what I was thinking I told myself I would be better if I just moved past her I don't know what I was thinking I thought that shit would make me happy that shit made me sadder Maybe I'm just not mature I thought I told you this shit like a year ago baby my love is a war How you move different than you did beginning lil' baby you leave me with scars And you love being petty I guess you tryna settle the score Cause I'm holding on And you holding me back for sure Cause I'm holding on And you holding me back for sure Cause I'm holding on And you holding me back for sure Cause I'm holding on And you holding me back for sure (Cause you're holding on to someone special Educating someone who's mental Giving the fat pigs a facial We all listening to death metal Cause you're holding on to someone special Educating someone who's mental Giving the fat pigs a facial We all listening to death metal)