Here To Stay

I tried to leave it, it's vivid tho Stick to the sickness that's typical Stuck in the motive you tried own it losing focus provoking the living flows I know you think that I lost the touch All of those visits they f*ck me up A kid with decisions I had to make limited with the mission I cut my blood Look at these nights that I'm livin in The world that I made man it's full of sin Keep it all in keep it to myself without no help take a tab to feel limitless// The people's people was suppose to be it I lost rhythm wasn't suppose to be this I had the vision homies had the trust that we gonna make it up not that I Wouldn't be shit Looking at these copies got me with diseases What it cost me just so I can try to reach it Man I probably lost it exhausted see it I see the threats and i tried to leave it I don't even know These days and times I lost my way And I lost my mind Need a conversation I need a guide I need redemption I need to climb So many nights that I couldn't try So many cries that I hear inside I cut my family off the fucking path now I can never look into your eyes All these branches I had to break Circumstances all these versus made Me a fighter survivor wired to it this more than music it's how I maintain The greatest alive I hate it man I never wanted this I Really live in this image created through time Losing my soul Chances I took never had any options you made me this way it's been takin a Tole Let's turn the f*ck up before we all go This entrainment it's all been a show I'm not the one to be here for much years I don't think I'mma make it that far When I'm old I'm here for the people and that's all it's been The bigger picture thats why I was sent I don't know if it's real and the vision is scattered all over the place I can't tell Who I am But I'm here