Thoughts, Pt. 2

My mind flows into different ways that's just how it is I broke my code my transgressions I'm full of sin The system broke me I'm breaking but I'm better within I think I'm losing what I'm against I'm not tryna win I just wanna see you happy you don't understand me But you're not suppose to hope that you enjoy the family Because that's what you represent but that's not who I am I gotta follow the mission maneuver with the plan Until the day I leave this earth Imma have to proceed Conflicted through it I'm too addicted don't wanna see Your eyes in pain because everytime you look into mine I'm scared I might spread this infected infection in your mind I don't want you to feel my pain and all of my struggles The things I've seen and what has happened I almost stumbled I got these secrets that keep me up got me feeling lost I can't even look into my soul cuz what it cost Difficult process that I always gotta go through The cycle of madness is endless I just hope you know you I just hope you know you The face of a person without no morals is real I know a couple i broke those friendships cuz it was ill I saw it for what it was you jealous of my skill Even though I tried so many times but damn i still Feel some type of way I still got some hate Man we tried to help Man you chose this fate I ain't even trippen I'm just mad that I was with it Wasted energy on homies but that was a given Another fake friend I tried to really help You grew up with no pain a loving family so how Can you feel the way you feel I just don't get these clowns All these motherfucking ones don't know what I'm about Conversations grateful for having people like Lucas Myra still believes in me imma keep going through it Dalia has faith Isaiah believes in the music And I'm grateful for the others that believe the movement Javier and Victor hope you good I ain't forget Jose, Damian, Fernando, with me til' the death And Jack you'll be with us till the fucking end Out here with us til' all of us end