Alone

The hours tick by slowly Like lashes from the hand of time i've never had these feelings before But I know that inside I'm dying Falling deeper in a pit of emotions Not sure of what I should do Feeling trapped by my indecision With the anticipation of being alone I look inside but i'm afraid of What I see when I look in your eyes I get scared they might look at me I stare with a sullen glaze From infinity to eternity I stare in your eyes they're black So black but never look back at me I don't want you anymore But that's what makes me want you more Annihilate myself when I think of the game The raw guilt and directed blame Retaliate for the things that upset me But my conscience won't let me The more I know the more I don't want to know Questions in my head about the way you feel Tie knots in the fabric of my mind I want to get away from you but... I can't get enough of you I was alone But I was happy I let you in and you tricked me