Abeyance

we're sitting in between our eyes when i notice there's no friction in these december skies oh i wonder why we can't continue our own lives our chance past i just want to know it but then you go away so many things left for another day but i want to last i won't just show it i can't remember why but i hope you had your say it's always about this time when i start to think about all those things i know you could do without you left me standing here i can't face this fear who cares i guess that's what you say why has this all gone wrong i'd never think to notice but then you were gone now i'm left alone standing in the cold