Lucky As Mars

Awake again...hopeless as tomorrow I found a way to gaze at her just dreaming of the way it would be if we knew eachother brain to brain then there's those days I pass up chances face to face So here I stand with my chances close to none I know there's no way you'll be the one I think too much of consequences Empty again Nothing is so trivial I count the days upon my wrists with empathy It's just every day we bleed to let them know we're here We fall to the floor and their slight glances do us in We choose the nights but we never make a sound There's got to be some way you won't turn me down Just one chance to turn you around One more day it's said and done It's been a while since I've had just one Do you ever hear them say, "You do it to yourself" And we must hide but keep our past How can I go on here With my face to the floor It's windy again Felt the sickness cover me I just had to leave The party here just weakens me I walked alone on the boardwalk filled with drunken teens I cannot compete