Don't wanna live

If I died right now Would you really care Put my money in the grave Ashes in the air All them post about me made But you weren't really there But you weren't really there Really you ain't never cared Sitting back counting days Like I'm really here You can hate me it's okay Life ain't never fair You a game the way you play Call you truth or dare Call you truth or dare To tell the truth we can't compare To tell the truth I don't wanna live Life been moving slow But no I ain't talking Sid But to be honest I was more of a science kid Depression I hid it Like parents with yo brand new Appliances Huh Before Christmas Day She wanna kick it with me But this ain't no mma Got chicks in like every city But it's who I want today Really I'm loyal Never been one to play If I died right now Would you really miss me Or would I just be trend Huh No really A couple post blm Huh You feel me You wasn't even really my friend You treat me filthy You treat me like I'm something less Can't stop this feeling in my chest A couple shots let it rest Fighting demons in head If I died right now Would you really care Put my money in the grave Ashes in the air All them post about me made But you weren't really there But you weren't really there Really you ain't never cared Sitting back counting days Like I'm really here You can hate me it's okay Life ain't never fair You a game the way you play Call you truth or dare Call you truth or dare To tell the truth we can't compare