Mental

Could be the best may be a disgrace Feel like less feel like a mistake To much on my head as is and you put More on my plate Tried to be the best for you that was My first mistake Wanna be the best for me wanna be Great Don't know how to feel Got a mix of love and a mix of hate Everyone can get these bullets Don't discriminate I Tell you to leave but really want you Stay Maybe the way you just know to Portray Say I'm okay but not really okay Giving me love but really all of it's fake Build a relationship so really what you Make But how can I make when you Constantly take Look me in my eyes while you lie to My face Uhh Why you lie to my face Lately I've been tripping off emotions Feel like I've been used for the bigger Prize But I am just a token At least I can say that this the one time I am chosen Wouldn't be the first time I say that I'm broken I am open Ripped my heart girl you left it open I'm frozen I can't take the pain no more I'm on like the twelfth Ibuprofen Mind moving in Slow motion Too much happened just this week Messing with the mental I don't really know how to express Except For writing down on these Instrumentals They say talk about it but it's not that Simple One wrong move and it'll have a ripple Effect Aim at my head so they pain will be Over quicker Then if you Aimed at my neck To the ones who did me wrong I still Wish you the best I Tell you to leave but really want you Stay Maybe the way you just know to Portray Say I'm okay but not really okay Giving me love but really all of it's fake Build a relationship so really what you Make But how can I make when you Constantly take Look me in my eyes while you lie to My face Uhh Why you lie to my face