The Top

Sitting in my room Staring at ceiling Contemplating life Really get you in the feelings They left though you did them right That's a different feeling Came and stole my happiness like a Thief in the night Man pain I'm dealing With I don't see no healing This You don't get this feeling Sis Don't know what I'm dealing With I'm a be great just wait till I hit the top Easy to fill your heart with hate But here's a little drop Of love I know how you feel Because I know what it's like to feel all alone For the girl that said she would never Leave Leave you for someone else And the whole time You just known Two things scare me God and the unknown Now you got me in my bed laying Prone Know I said two things scare me God and the unknown But I really meant three things Growing up of course a little youngin Seen things And I could never come back From it Hard to speak about yeah let alone Stomach But yeah it made me stronger From it But now harder We coming I could really sit around all day and just Dwell Or tell you about the times Where I got right back up No matter how hard it is I fell Or about the dreams I'm chasing That started off from an old rusty Wishing well Me and Moe something like brothers Close like Kenan Kel Watched a ton of friends turn foe still I wish them well At this point idk why I'm attacked Cause our skin aren't the same They ain't feeling Carmel Could expose you If I called up all my Ida Tarbells Sending shots you could call these a Couple star shells Cause even in all that darkness I think You could still shine That's just what my heart tells Violence hate ups the chart sells Never too late To tell Them to there face I'm sorry