Find Your Heart

Mhmm J Will Tryna find your heart And you falling apart Sometimes you need to rewind Just to know where to start You think you know in your heart To start where you are It's not just getting easy it's just only getting hard Sometimes you get lost Looking at a brick wall You say it ain't that tall But you acting real small Now you tryna give a call And it's all going wrong I don't know where to start but you walking out the door Now you in regret acting all upset But it's all ok I just tried to do my best Now it's looking like a mess That you can't even reset Look at me busting my ass You ain't even break a sweat I don't know what to do next but I know I need a rest I been beating on my chest While I'm tryna get dress But I noticed that I'm blessed Since I got thru the quest But I'm still feeling stressed Cause my heart is still recked I ain't saying that I'm perfect I just try to stay correct Like maintaining my own assets And not change the subject I been working on us like a fucking project So gimme my respect Don't try to put me in check Telling me to go bed And you just take my bread To go out with your friends Instead of us making amends I guess this is how it ends It's not making any sense You got your back on the fence Either we lovers or friends Tryna find your heart And you falling apart Sometimes you need to rewind Just to know where to start You think you know in your heart To start where you are It's not just getting easy it's just only getting hard Nobody said it'll be easy You don't make time to see me I wanna be with you But I'm fighting off your demons What you say you don't mean it You made this mess I can't clean it Wanna see between the lines But you say you can't see it You wanna be her But you clearly can't be it Just try to be decent When the family come sneezing To all your bullshit And you try hide beneath it You don't wanna try to keep it So I'm better off leaving Cause you out there tryna creep and sneak I thought we supposed to be a team What we got to do you just leave it on me So I don't know if you even see the things that I've seen While I'm in the crib writing You busy getting creamed Ion wanna be mean But that's just not me So pass up them keys And get out my parking And go stay with whoever you been busy fucking Cause I gave you my heart and You just adding lines to your chart I'm tryna find my heart But you left it in his car I don't know where to start But I found him in the park If I knew it'll be this hard I would've left you from the start But I wasn't smart Thought you was my light in the dark Tryna find your heart And you falling apart Sometimes you need to rewind Just to know where to start You think you know in your heart To start where you are It's not just getting easy it's just only getting hard Damn Just only getting hard Damn