won't last

I shouldn't be upset when you don't text back You're probably drunk with all the guys in your frat Do you talk about me with all your friends How you wish I'd give up and this would finally end Had me come to your place on the day we met But you haven't kissed me the same ever since then I know I'm overthinking, I know we're probably fine But is there someone else giving you better nights? I get so scared that when you leave You'll never come back, I'm so naive To think that life could just play fair Cause I try to call but you're never there Cause after the first time you're under my skin And I'm scared of feelings but I let you in You're fading away and I'm too scared to ask Cause I know you'll tell me that you and I won't last You called me beautiful but I didn't see the truth You said that I'd believe it if I stuck with you Smoking weed in the back of your car while we make out Now I'm hoping you remember me and come around I know that you've got shit that you're going through I'm trying to let you know that I'll be there for you I start to second guess if I'm good enough Cause when you disappear, I'm scared I might've fucked things up I'm drowning my thoughts in alcohol You tell me don't take it personal But if I'm drunk enough, then I won't feel Cause if that shit hurts, then that means it's real Cause after the first time you're under my skin And I'm scared of feelings but I let you in You're fading away and I'm too scared to ask Cause I know you'll tell me that you and I won't last I'm drinking too much to stop thinking bout you I'm giving you space, I don't know what to do The dreams in my mind of what we could be I know you want something real, just not with me Cause after the first time you're under my skin And I'm scared of feelings but I let you in You're fading away and I'm too scared to ask Cause I know you'll tell me that you and I won't last You and I won't last You and I won't last You and I won't last You're fading away and I'm too scared to ask Cause I know you'll tell me that you and I won't last You and I won't last