IF I COULD

Ohh Ohh oh oh oh oh oh Mmm Yeahh I can't help but to think that it's all my fault That you're not here with me If I could sell my soul for one more call If I could just say one thing Oh It's been 2 months since you've been gone And she still can't see herself alone My mistakes yeah they been eating me alive If I didn't make em maybe you'd still be alive Oh I think about that everyday Oh It always crosses my mind (It always crosses my mind) I can't help but to think that it's all my fault That you're not here with me If I could sell my soul for one more call If I could just say one more thing, one more thing I would tell you that I'm sorry I would tell you what's been on my mind All this shit that I've been feeling is haunting If I could really be honest I would tell you I still cry at night I missed the family trip cause they ain't want my mom to cry when she saw me I know it still hurt... I mean I... I know it's not literally my fault but... If I had just handled things differently that day I... I don't know... Maybe things would be different you know? That's why I... I blame myself Oh I can't help but to think that it's all my fault That you're not here with me If I could sell my soul for one more call If I could just say one thing Oh I can't help but to think that it's all my fault That you're not here with me Oh if I could sell my soul for one more call If I could just say one more thing, one more thing I would tell you that I'm sorry... I'm so sorry... I miss you like crazy... I blame myself...