Anxiety

I said look at this anxiety And how it tries to silence me Attempting to unwire me Or devastate me violently Recover from these moments But something breaks inside of me Reminding me of how much A nigga can hate society The irony Of choosing a career with no privacy Privately I look in the mirror and ponder who I should be The somber song plays And I sit and listen so casually And think if there is possibly An Earth in other galaxies Some would call it blasphemy Or challenge my audacity When all I'm trynna do is Expand their mental capacity Naturally I know how absorbing too many fallacies Can lead to someone wanting to throw themselves off a balcony F*ck you if you doubted me You witnessing an alchemy I start to see duality In niggas who said they'd vouch for me These the same people who claim That we all family If we fam Then you the type I wish I never had to see The worlds so fucked Innocent men locked up People lying (lion) Mufasa The man tell us to shut up We freed you niggas So wassup Another day filled with pushed luck Better watch how far you push us Anxiety Anxiety Lookin for some issues My nigga here's a variety Anxiety Anxiety I don't think you even see exactly What I'm trynna see Anxiety, Anxiety I don't think you can even Envision just what I'm trynna be Anxiety, Anxiety Let's just keep it real Please don't speak if you goin lie to me Had good days Had bad days But ain't none of those Was my last days When you twenty-one Things fast-paced Trynna be something bigger Then a rap name Not Dash Dame or big jay But I'm rock solid with my shit mane But I've been thinking bout these risks man And that ignorance is bliss man But that ain't a new discovery I've been hurt enough I'm just focused On my recovery Shorty on my line and she looking very lovely I could treat her like a queen And she still won't truly love me I stop trusting these hoes Cuz they always up to something My music is steady bumping That's the only thing that help That sounds overdramatic That's just really how I felt Y'all too greasy I can tell Anxiety Anxiety Lookin for some issues My nigga here's a variety Anxiety Anxiety I don't think you even see exactly What I'm trynna see Anxiety, Anxiety I don't think you can even envision What I'm trynna be Anxiety, Anxiety Let's just keep it real Please don't speak if you goin lie to me