Better Man

To be a better man To be a better man To be a better man I was crazy for you like you were for me I was crazier though for two more things Cheating on you was never motive Nor did I do it for the rhythm and the beat But I couldn't leave them and I had to make a choice I said I'm sorry for taking the leave And I knew I couldn't explain I know you won't believe That your love was little less important than on the streets I swear to god I felt a spark the moment I laid my eyes on you It was never fake or deliberate I genuinely tried to be a nicer dude I don't mean to make money off of this shit but I just need to get it off of my chest You never made a mistake you just wanted my time and I wanted my space we stuck in a loom But I thought these sheets keep the world in place That's what my mind told me it's the game that it played You were unusually beautiful I'm scared to stay I'm scared to make the falling in love mistake I'm too over ambitious person I guess And I love to deal alone with all the stress And I need some pain what do you expect Guess I'll be a mumble rapper if I'm never depressed And I won't deny the fact for my career I used you I mentally abused you I wish I could choose you I never wanna lose you If going back in time is for pussies is the jist I would go back in time for the pussy that I miss The only pussy I'd wanna go back is for this But I guess I'll go back to the time we first kissed Let's just say I got what I deserved But you don't know what you got until it's gone From your hands I hope that you'll understand I'm doing my best that I can to be a better man Knine spitting some corny ass shit I do wanna make a banger I do wanna make a hit But money comes goes first I'm an artist And my art works for me as an outlet You would chear me up whenever I'm in a bad mood I was full of negativity but I had you Loving you was satisfaction fucking that too They jealous when they saw us kissing they made it taboo This track ain't a song it's a letter to my next Whenever you cross my mind you got a withering effect I will never want you back I'm reckoning a bet I would put the whole child back I'm whethering a pet You were my pro test by god first time I won that but I lost you as mine You gave me a second chance you lost your mind Coz the first time I backed off second wasn't fine And the first time time a mistake, second is a crime So your love for me is hybristophilia That would make me a serial killer when at his prime But now these words to you, nothing but rhymes I'm so obsessed with the Greek myth I would hit you with an apple not a thick whip To show you you're mine it's a mean thing But I hide it all up behind a G-string You came with a fear of distraction and failure My heart is diseased I hope that it may cure I'm doing this doing that cleaning a sewer But I should've called you back in my time that was leisure I guess I made it to my past I don't twinkle Now I don't have you and you became my dream girl I got karma tattooed on my middle finger Now I hope my belief doesn't keep me single Let's just say I got what I deserved But you don't know what you got until it's gone From your hands I hope that you'll understand I'm doing my best that I can to be a better man Let's just say I got what I deserved But you don't know what you got until it's gone From your hands I hope that you'll understand I'm doing my best that I can to be a better man To be a better man To be a better man To be a better man To be a better man