Understanding Me

I can't really make sense what's happening I don't got a dial I'm panicking I don't talk to friends or my family Music only thing understanding me I can't really make sense what's happening I don't got a dial I'm panicking I don't talk to friends or my family Music only thing understanding me I been taught to bottle up my feelings Till I don't know what and I'm feeling So I bottled up and I throw it in ocean, hoping you gon' get the message The boat sells when you row it Yourself worth keeps eroding When you don't make bucks, don't pay fucks, don't sell as a poet I swear I would just do it if I could sing my pain away I'm holding back on my tears, just to save up for rainy days I used to talk less, now I talk lesser Got worse, never got better If God really was real, we could be chill with no goddamn paper like I can't really make sense what's happening I don't got a dial I'm panicking I don't talk to friends or my family Music only thing understanding me I can't really make sense what's happening I don't got a dial I'm panicking I don't talk to friends or my family Music only thing understanding me I can make a world war with all the people that I cut out Walk into a cage with a pack of wolves just coz humans doubt I don't got a fucking destination I just want to lead the pack n Hunt and kill and eat and smoke good I don't want to pack none I don't wanna kill life I just want to live one Nine to five money and you making still none Where your fucking peace at do you even feel some Seven billion people on a path of how you been? Done Ai'it ai'it I know I can't be your fucking idol Music is your life in your bio But I'm wasting my life though You think that the life you're living ain't enough Two dimensional thoughts in your head are puffed Ever thought that life came from above But you thinking why I never give a f*ck Music is family and love Humans lying through their teeth, is that why they need to brush Music is family and love You're just sheep, why else would Jesus be a shepherd