Violin

Like a boy in the first day of school I'm lost at heart Scared from the environment That's who I am today And I don't know what the future brings But I'm all ears It can't get worse from here I used to repeat To myself That my pain wasn't real I'm bored but I'm relieved Now I'll hide in bed And give it all 'til the end I'll play it once again Closing another verse But no one reads It's tough, but I believe A sense resides in it «You have to step up» they said «Or it won't come true A life with no clue? I'll sign twice for it Just to prove a point That I can do anything If only I want to What a poor excuse I'll choose a different blues I'll play it once again Is it true there's a place somewhere? Where we could lay to sleep? Would you care if I tell you that I'd like to go with you? I'll make you change your mind I'll save you from The evils of the world If you join my sweet parade Gonna send my condolences To my family The smiley kid they thought they knew It's now gone for good So long, my precious Goodbye and good morning As we all wave to our old lives And approach the new found land Low and disheartened I caress your brown hair It's when you grasp perfection That delusion starts to creep in It really makes you wonder How we're born without a scope in life The journey has just started And I ain't never coming back I'm a shadow I lost my mind, I haven't lost my mind Caught in the act of Punching on the walls That I built so anxious To steal a place in the world My freedom is invented When you have to deal with things you don't want to do Heartbroken and defeated But I ain't never coming back Only thing I've ever needed Was a friend Who won't leave you in the end And play it once with me