Liquor (Want It So Bad)

We live in a big world, a big world Which keeps getting bigger We all try to slow down, but no doubt We keep going quicker Seems like all of my homies, my family Are turning strangers And all this liquor Has lost its flavor Sometimes I wonder how I get by, I get by With so much vigor When deep inside, I, I know I'm My biggest hater Still going fast I'm, gonna crash and Regret this later And all this liquor Has lost its flavor Depression and darkness Infections breaking through my mind My mind I doubt while I fight on Getting harder to stay strong, no lie Can't lie Beats me down, and I know that This life's round, but I cannot deny Deny This is my, my soul blood Though it makes me ask myself, oh why I try But I want it so bad I want it so bad I want it so bad I want it so bad But I want it so bad Want it so bad I want it so bad I want it so bad Ooh Ooh Come with me, make me see What you hide inside your spirit, let me Understand you Cannot lie, you and I We were meant to shine forever, there's Nothing you can't do But I fell, broke the spell Now there's no telling, how you find this Situation Funny how I can now Go back to being an Abomination Say it slow, slow, lest I miss it Know you have to go, go, but it stings, and I Know I'm not, not, good for you girl 'Cuz I know I'm not, not, good for me (Shit) But I beg, beg, you to stay 'cuz You are all I've got, got worth a thing, and If you leave, leave, I won't blame you But I swear that I, I would Depression and darkness Infections breaking through my mind My mind I doubt while I fight on Getting harder to stay strong, no lie Can't lie Beats me down, and I know that This life's round, but I cannot deny Deny This is my, my soul blood Though it makes me ask myself, oh why I try But I want it so bad I want it so bad I want it so bad I want it so bad But I want it so bad Want it so bad I want it so bad I want it so bad But I want it so bad (Breaks my heart) I want it so bad (Keeps tearing me apart) I want it so bad (Have it no other way) I want it so bad (And here I'm gonna stay) But I want it so bad (Breaks my heart) Want it so bad (Keeps tearing me apart) I want it so bad (Have it no other way) I want it so bad (And here I'm gonna stay)