Take A Shot

Take A Shot Kill my Ego Kill Myself Kill the Ethos Never Learn Uninspired Take a Hit Light the Fire Falling Out? Always Happens Enemies? Get the strap and Chop em up Feed the pigs and Lock em up for the weekend Fallacies take over me As ecstasy starts kicking in Living in this fantasy While paying all my dividends Take me back Back to the days When you and I were something else Now I'm just stuck in the game here Making money for myself I waited forever for you to come back You left me here broken from a heart attack I guess that it's time that I just face the fact that You're not coming back and I'm stuck in a trap Gonna go buy me a bottle of Jack I know it's not a good way to react Drinking with all of my friends in the back Spend another hundred on a new sack Wasting my money on stupid shit Without you I don't want to deal with it Taking each and every moment for granted Feels like I'm stuck in a boat and I'm stranded Like Tom Hanks I'm a Castaway Ay As I watch the clock Tik Tok away Ay And I'll trade my time for currency But it still feels like I'm lost at sea Ay Saying the first thing that come to my mind Remember a time when I could call you mine And now if I call you I'm crossing the line Faking a smile and pretending I'm fine I'm so sick of thinking bout you all the time I'm so sick of thinking bout you all the time I'm so sick of thinking bout you all the time Time And you already know Oh you already know How bout we forget everything I just said I'm getting pretty tired I'll go to bed But every time that I lay down my head It's visions of you and I'd rather be dead Sleeping alone in my California King Stupid mother fucker bought you a ring I really shouldn't be saying anything But I really don't really understand what's happening It's like everything that I did didn't mean anything Ay Everything that I did didn't mean anything Now I'm just sitting here fading away Pretending I'm not overwhelmed by the pain Taking these pills so I don't seem insane If anyone asks I'm fine I'm okay Ay I just wish I could hear you say The sound of my name Take A Shot Kill my Ego Kill Myself Kill the Ethos Never Learn Uninspired Take a Hit Light the Fire Falling Out? Always Happens Enemies? Get the strap and Chop em up Feed the pigs and Lock em up for the weekend Fallacies take over me As ecstasy starts kicking in Living in this fantasy While paying all my dividends Take me back Back to the days When you and I were something else Now I'm just stuck in the game here Making money for myself