Lost in Thot

I don't know what else to call it I'll just be honest I'll always own up to a promise Am I a prophet? I'm just an artist Tryna get smarter, tryna be larger, I don't know how to stop... I think you just caught me lost in thought I guess you just caught me lost in thought Awaiting the day that I pop it off It's crossing my mind like all of the time, I'm grinding, I don't know how to stop Was lost... For too long... I wasn't strong, not writing these songs I lost myself and I was livin' it wrong, oh So... I made the decision to let it go I left everyone that I've ever known I hope they know Kingston is always home - though My people know I had to hit the road Alone's the only way that I'mma grow If life is but an arrow, we're the bow It goes wherever we want it to go You won't go anywhere ridin' the flow I'm tryin' to live my life right It took a lil bit but it's alright Everyone fights a fight inside Despite it, I'm out here flyin' newer heights I don't know what else to call it I'll just be honest I'll always own up to a promise Am I a prophet? I'm just an artist Tryna get smarter, tryna be larger, I don't know how to stop... I think you just caught me lost in thought I think we all need to lose ourselves in order to understand someone else It's healthy, it always helps me when I come back and I'm stronger than my old self Wealth ain't all about money, I could be hungry and happy if I had a honey who's funny Someone that loves me, someone that maybe I'd turn to a mommy Not a hoe Some bitches will do anything for snow An 8 ball for a blowy is a go She's ravin', misbehavin' for a show You really think she loves you but she don't Wasted time is wasted time Nights that I couldn't remind you of, and if life were dependent, I'd likely die I write, while I stay lost in thoughts, get lost in thots, like I hit the lottery Love 'em, and more when they're naughty Don't be too faulty, and I ain't shallow or sorry