Solitude

Lonely nights, I'm locked inside, I know it's time to fight My own mind, it's hard to hide, when it's through my eyes Maybe that's why I get so high, to sight it with a height It's alright, I'll try again, in another life I'm an extrovert, turned introvert to prevent the hurt - it's fine On high alert, stomped on like dirt, been left to burn - no sign But I won't decline I've learned to be alone and with my thoughts I try to concentrate and focus to the point that I get lost If I've been pressed, it makes it less, on top it helps unwind my box I'm far from perfect but a few years back I almost paid the ultimate cost What the f*ck went wrong? Too long a story, gotta drop an album kinda like The Allegory Stayin' sticky with the plan until it's done, inventory open up Next is somethin' in that category There's really not a reason for ignoring All the memories I've been storing, fair warning Never been too good at drawing Down in the dumps, it was pouring, finally got it I'm only worthy of the glory And in this case, I became the person I programmed inside of my brain March 9th the date, they clipped off the chain and ever since then I've been the person to blame Why did I feel those ways? I would say it's a phase, but a phase has limited days I'm blessed I went through what I did and I do Or I'd have never even reached this page